Lights Are Many

The glass in front of me, half empty

Why do I fill it with what only poisons me

Is it the hope that lives inside

That hungers forevermore

Is it the child high on his dreams

Clinging on to his fantasy world

Who wants me to walk through the flames

Knowing I'll hurt again

Always forcing me to return

And relive the pain again

She was the light behind the door

That should have been sealed forevermore

Weak as I was

My lust would seal my misfortune

Again I will walk the path that burns

No matter how much it's gonna hurt

Because in the end

The lights are many, and nights are long

Once upon a time

My heart was content alone

Until a star woke it up with the light it shone

I used to burn my wings to the bone

Then always grow them back

After each radiant sun would burn me

And then would turn to black

But I failed to see the truth

Now I can smile

The damage undone

Finally I have learned

That I am the sun