Hate You

I wish that I could fall asleep at night

Instead of wondering why I never get it right

So much swirling up inside my head

Of what I didn't do or what I should've said

I don't hate you, I don't hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you

I don't hate you, I don't hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you

2 am, then 3 am, then 4

I'll never sleep again, not like I did before

You're the living nightmare that I always dream about

I can't seem to live without you

I don't hate you, I don't hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you

God I want to, want to hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you

I don't hate that you called our love bullshit

When you were drunk that night

I don't hate how much I love you

I don't hate that I cry

And I don't know why, oh why, oh why

I don't hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you

God I want to, want to hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you

I just hate how much I don't hate you