Travelling With Hs

I’m not stupid, I understand

that it would be convenient

If I was better at conversation.

I’ve learned to master the skill throughout the years:

small talking, but after an hour or so

I mentally die.

And I try, I try, I try, I try,

but I can’t help but loving more

When being on my own and watching everyday lives

And I try. I try, I wish I wanted to go see local

churches with you

Or to go clubbing where the young ones do

But all I really want to to is watch the everyday lives

My friend, nothing is ever the matter with you

I’m glad to see it, but I don’t believe it

You won’t have to worry, I’ll soon have figured you out

I won’t tell you when I have, but I’ll find your weak

spot,

your weakest spot, oh I’ll find it

And here is mine: I try to pretend

That I like to be part of it all

And that I enjoy going out

With you and you and you and you

And I try, I try, I try, I try

But I can’t help but dreaming of

Sitting by myself and watching everyday lives

And I try, I try, I try, I try

but I just want to spend more time with my mind

It always surprises me every time

And none of you ever do

it doesn’t mean that I don’t love you