Ultramarine

Just leave it tonight

You'll wake up and know

Precautious child

Out here on your own

My light

Out here on your own, own, own, own (yeah yeah)

Own, own, own, own, own

It was like around '99 with white wine in here

Dancing silhouettes, blue skylines

Neighbours had that Tuesday/Thursday night choir

I go to bed early, my bedroom was right by it

Singing "(Gloria) in excelsis Deo", sure enough

Angels came to comfort us

And we rode on, waste the world of it

Our parents used to fight, Dad moved out of home

And he just moved five houses down the road

Said he don't know how to cope through a cloud of smoke

But he was just depressed and scared, no one know

My eyes glazed over, saw my cousin

And they played me Dr. Dre in the car, things changed forever

Me and rapping through it all

But we stay together since buffet Pizza Hut b-day dinners

When they had more locations

Mum had to work, Grandma basically raised us

They said then we didn't know what pain was

Dec would die on GoldenEye and cry for ages

We was angry, had the codeine packs

My brother shouldn't be seeing that

These things we swore we'd never reenact

Then you grow up and start feeling sad

Through the walls, through the walls of heaven

Through the walls, through the walls of heaven

When my grandpa died, it was a weird feeling

Didn't give a fuck after all these years drinking

So tell me why these tears dripping?

Maybe we're crying 'cause things should of been different

And death is scary

We're all heading there and we don't get it, really

And it sings like a sweet shot of variance

And they bury us or they spread the dust (fuck that)

I wanna talk about summertimes

1995, see the drunken nights on the skies of ultramarine

Strobe lights in a party I wasn't invited to

We just sat outside, bloody-eyed

Hillary and Enzo were so in love that night

But everyone broke up from those younger times

And got someone else at least a couple times

Can't look at me the same, I'm just some other guy

Well, that's justified, señorita, I feel for you

Said I loved you the second week, it was clearly true

Guess we're both sick, you said, "I feel it too"

Forever didn't seem so far when you were twenty-two

Fights went right through the walls, tried to look happy

Walk outside, the neighbours wouldn't even look at me

Two days after I turned my album in, I left her

That was one shot forever

Through the walls, through the walls of heaven

Through the walls, through the walls of heaven

And the sky was Ultramarine

Oh it's different now, it's different now

Seeing you now

Seeing you now

It's different now

It's different now

This time

It's different now

It's different now